So I moved away to Towson University four weeks before this Tuesday. I love it. I might not yet have the greatest abundance of friends but I have my t-rumps and a handful of great others. I'm generally happier than I have been in a long time. My classes are good and mostly interesting. Band is very fun and relaxed. I think I've decided on my major. It's good.
Problems I have: I'm still behind on school work. I don't get enough sleep. My eating habits are horrid. I don't drink enough. I'm in trouble for being in a room with a bunch of people and ONE CLOSED beer can. I wasn't drinking and I'm not going to but that sucks.
I miss many people from home a lot. I'm not even going to name people but yeah seriously. In a way it feels like just yesterday since I was home and saw everyone but in another if feels like ages ago. I can't imagine going home for more than a couple of days. In a way it's surprising how quick I adapted to the changes, but not when I think about it.
I've had my depressed nights where I want nothing more than to just go home and be with everyone, but I'm good. It's all good. I'm going to stop slacking. I don't know why I'm so against doing work when it's all stuff that I really do enjoy. I just have issues I guess, lol.
I think tonight I'm mostly thinking about how much I miss some uhm people. Just not knowing everything about their life... it's such a weird change. I wanna see if we can set up some kind of bi-weekly phone call thing. That'd be nice. But I don't want to actually suggest it. I don't even know.
Well I'ma go put on lotion...and brush my teeth...and read an essay for lit tomorrow. andmaybedomynails
I've had my depressed nights where I want nothing more than to just go home and be with everyone, but I'm good. It's all good. I'm going to stop slacking. I don't know why I'm so against doing work when it's all stuff that I really do enjoy. I just have issues I guess, lol.
I think tonight I'm mostly thinking about how much I miss some uhm people. Just not knowing everything about their life... it's such a weird change. I wanna see if we can set up some kind of bi-weekly phone call thing. That'd be nice. But I don't want to actually suggest it. I don't even know.
Well I'ma go put on lotion...and brush my teeth...and read an essay for lit tomorrow. andmaybedomynails

I feel like you posting this is sort of a hint to me to post again, too.
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