My title's are always so spazzy and not very good at all.
Sorry.
You'll get over it. ;P
So you guys, my lovely five followers, need to give me your opinion. When I say he you know exactly who I'm talking about, right? Good.
We have been having this slight ongoing argument.... about me putting up an apathetic front about so much and also about how I never tell him stuff. The two are completely related and all and I want to fix it more than anyone knows but I don't know how. I told him if I started telling him more he would realize I care, but I have other reasons for not telling him. Like him realizing just how creepy it is how much I like him, or realizing how much of a loser I am, or....really, anything that makes me worried that... him knowing will make him hesitant to stay friends.
He was watching some program TV show thing this weekend and on it the guy said something about pretending like you don't care might seem like it will stop you from getting hurt more but really it only makes it worse for whatever reason, and hearing that reminded him of me. I told him I know that, but whatever. I want to stop, I really do, I just don't know how. I realize we're going to have this disagreement until I fix it.... but I just don't know how.
I was thinking about telling him about my blog. Saying that if he wants to know stuff, he should go there. Either this one or tumblr. But to do that would mean deleting some of the heavier posts about him and I don't know if I want to do it/ if it's worth it. Especially since, chances are, he won't care enough to read anything anyway. That's been made more than obvious, I think. But that's another story. Him being weird lately. Hmm....
Anyway, what do you think I should, lovely followers? I said my real options throughout this post and I neeeeed help.
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If he respects you at least as a friend he would listen and wouldn't mind if you told him a few things, probably. It's worth a shot. :3
ReplyDeleteTeresa. If you want it to go away, you really do need to talk to him about it. I agree with Shannon, if he's a true friend, he'll listen.
ReplyDeleteI agree with that quote or whatever too that he told you about. Maybe it was his way of telling you that you need to talk about it? It's truely the only way this situation will get better, as hard as it might be.
Love you, girl <3
I know I do...... but I'm kinda afraid to. By that I mean I don't know when... I tried getting him to facebook message me but he is dumb about it. There is no time in real life where it's either just us or the only other people around are people I'm okay with starting a conversation in front of.
ReplyDeleteI agree with the quote too, but still. :P
That might be his way of telling him about it... I guess? I didn't think of it as his way to say that, I knew that's what he was trying to say and he knew and we both knew the other knew and.... yeah. Not "his way" just him telling me.
Yeah....
He needs to facebook message meee